Im fine, Just Fine

Just because your life is going perfect and you're happy, it doesnt mean my life is going great. I'll be honest im broken inside, i hide it behind these fake smiles. You ask me why im not a happy bubbly girl anymore? its because i changed, A LOT! you seem like you dont trust me anymore. you wont give me straight answers, wanna know something? i dont trust you anymore either, glad we're on the same page. I isolate myself in my room to escape life, to cry and be alone, when nothing's going right i'd rather be alone by myself. im sorry im a wreck,  and im not as strong as i pertend to be. I feel so alone in a crowd of people. Im self conscience. Nothing will ever be the same. I dont know who to trust anymore. everyone i have trusted has either left, or broke their trust. People dont trust me? well i've kept every secret and helped anyone the best i could. So thanks for nothing. I cry myself to sleep sometimes and you dont even know. Im broken inside, no one understands, im always left in the dark,.... alone.